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Marnie: Posted on Thursday, December 29, 2011 12:51 PM
I’m pretty sure I’m having a
nervous breakdown. My life is a joyless, faithless, hopeless pile of cat crap.
I don’t have a cat, but I might as well get one, since I’m pretty sure I’m what
they would call a “spinster” in the olden days. In modern times, I think it’s
okay to be single, as long as you’re focused on your career. I also have no
career. The only things I have are a sluggish metabolism and a drinking
problem.
My crying jags are out of
control. I can barely operate a car anymore because driving around is
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Marnie: Posted on Tuesday, December 20, 2011 2:30 AM
So, I haven’t bothered to
blog in a while. I mean, what’s the point? I have the same old tired shit to
say, and no one reads it anyway. Not that I try to get anyone to read it,
because I’m too embarrassed that I’m such a loser.
12 days left of 2011. I am
seriously counting them down. I am physically ill, psychologically damaged,
emotionally ruined and so exhausted that I can’t believe I’m not dead yet.
I’ve really been trying to
just let it all go… you know, get past my ego, my pride and all that, and
surrender to the Higher Purpose, the Plan, The Will of the Universe, God, who
or whatever. |
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Marnie: Posted on Thursday, December 08, 2011 4:40 PM
Counting down the days, until
Christmas is over, until the year is over, until my life is over…
I just count the days. I wake
up and think, “If I survive today, I get to go back to bed.” That gets me
through every single day.
Eventually, I will have survived
Christmas.
Eventually, I will have
survived New Year’s Eve.
Eventually, I will have
survived 2011, one of the worst years of my life.
Unless of course I die before
then, but that’s not likely to happen, now is it? |
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