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Marnie: Posted on Friday, December 30, 2011 12:53 PM
So last night was rough. I
went to some extra-scary dark creepy places in my head. Couldn’t sleep or do
anything really but turn this crap over and over in my mind.
I am pretty convinced that I’m
truly a pathetic loser for holding on so tightly to something that is hurting
me. I have been so angry at the Universe, the gods, HIM – for not being in love
with me. I was angry with him for still trying to maintain a casual,
meaningless text relationship with me, even after I said we needed to “sever
all communication” so that I could give “my heart a chance to let go. |
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